Shelf Esteem is a weekly measure of the books on the shelves of writers, editors, and other word lovers, as told to Emily M. Keeler. This week’s shelf belongs to Nadine McInnis, who is a poet, short story writer, and essayist. She is an instructor of creative writing at Algonquin College and the author of seven books—most recently, Blood Secrets, a collection of short stories out this year from Biblioasis. McInnis’s books are spread around her house in Ottawa, but they mostly sit in her living room and in her bright office, where a big picture window lets in wintery light softened by falling snow.
There are all kinds of books. My husband is completely frustrated that I don’t organize them. Some of them are books that I’ve published in, some are books I use for teaching. Some of these are poetry, I just pull them off the shelf and read them. There’s just kind of a mishmash, I have to confess.
I sort of know where the books are that I haven’t read yet. I tend to keep track of those. I sort of keep everything in clusters—y’know, these are ones from my book club, these are ones I’m gonna read next. I get rid of a lot of books, but I save the ones I probably couldn’t get again. Like, I’ve gotten rid of most of Atwood’s. I just have a few, because they’re so easy to find. But I save all of Munro’s, because they’re just so amazing and I take them down all the time.
I just have a really wide variety. I guess I mostly read Canadian and American, but in a way my shelf isn’t really reflective of what I read, because I do give books away to people that I know are gonna like ‘em, because there’s just too many books in the world. I still have maybe a thousand books.
Quite a bit of nonfiction as well, but a lot of it is on my iPad. I find nonfiction works really well on an iPad. I developed a bit of a love affair with ebooks. I have a ton of books on my iPad, but lately I’ve gone back to paper. I find you can share them, paper books, with people, and I find that I forget books I read digitally. So, for about a year I read a lot on my iPad, but I think I’m moving a little away from it again.
We save a lot of the ones we really like, and my husband’s a big fan of Joyce Carol Oates. She’s so skillful. I was just teaching a story of hers the other day. But we’ve still got rid of a lot of hers. We don’t have Black Water, which is too bad; it’s my very favourite. It’s a perfect melding of form and content. It’s about the drowning of—Edward Kennedy drove off the bridge with a campaign worker next to him, Mary Jo Kopechne. Do you remember this? He basically vanished that night, he didn’t report that he had driven off a bridge, and that this young woman, 28-years-old, had drowned in the car. It ended him politically, it was a huge scandal. Could he have saved her? Was he drunk? You know, all these things. So Black Water is a novella that takes the exact amount of time to read as it took for her to drown. Forty-five minutes, or so. And it’s just this perfect melding—her life in American politics, men of privilege. And he kicks her on his way out, and she has his shoe in her hand, and she keeps returning to this image, to this shoe. It’s just a beautiful novel.
It’s a little overwhelming these days, isn’t it? There’s just so much to read.