Detectives discovered a divot in the sapling
where the killer tested his garrote,
improvised from baling wire.
He’d been casting for necks when I stepped off
the bus this morning, moist towel of Dramamine
girding my brain. I was sitting in the Travel Center
dining room, near the wall of shotguns
and plasticized bass, when a child came to offer me
the leash of her balloon. Lake Havasu Sunrise
Rotary Dance & Derby. My reflection in the Mylar
and that of the girl—were bent.
I remembered you slept at a rest stop
off the 40, in the backseat of your mother’s car,
teeth eroded to nubs by all the scavenged
citrus fruit. I’d like to say
kissing you stalled the wonder if
my mouth could stand its own endurance. I’m sorry
I mistook you for a killer. All my life
I’ve been confused. A man moves his quaking hand
inside my tights and weeps—don’t like the thing he does
but I eat the Poptart after.
Outside this window, boats stock
the reservoir with carp. Heavy rigging drags
the aqueduct for evidence.