Fractal / Flood

a found poem from the Letters of William Blake (1980)

A portrait of poet Mary Jean Chan

Mary Jean Chan is the author of Flèche (Faber & Faber, 2019), which won the Costa Book Award for Poetry. Bright Fear (Faber, 2023), Chan's second book...

A person stands in the middle of a body of waterm holding a bird. Waves, animals and the sun turn toward them.

Eliot White-Hill, Kwulasultun (Snuneymuxw First Nation), digital design 

The danger is in domestic 

happiness pricks of 

conscience the sound 

of his harp a species 

by itself I attempted 

every morning to persevere 

all other pleasures depend 

upon it having passed twenty 

years in ups & downs upon

the ocean of patience

a repetition of misery 

& happiness I converse

daily & hourly in the 

immense flood I begin 

to emerge from a deep 

melancholy I have been

too little among friends

I remember a rare bird 

in London & I hid my face

for not being able to 

hear this communication 

of sentiments believe me

I owe my present happiness

to poetry my dearest friend

A portrait of poet Mary Jean Chan

Mary Jean Chan is the author of Flèche (Faber & Faber, 2019), which won the Costa Book Award for Poetry. Bright Fear (Faber, 2023), Chan's second book, was shortlisted for the Forward Prize for Best Collection, the Writers' Prize, and the Dylan Thomas Prize. In 2022, Chan co-edited the acclaimed anthology 100 Queer Poems with Andrew McMillan. A judge for the 2023 Booker Prize, Chan is currently the 2023-24 Judith E. Wilson Poetry Fellow at the University of Cambridge.